I feel like giving up! Seriously, after all those studies I've been doing for the past 3weeks ain't working, then what am i slogging my life out for? Today's paper says alot. Maths paper1 was well, I know how to do and I still made studpid mistakes ! Crap, how could afford to lose stupid marks just like that. Gosh, I'm fucking pathetic -.- Someone pleaseeee killl me and stab my brain hard! I even threw a temper on my dear today during break. HOW COULD I ?!! WHO COULD BE DUMBER THAN ME? please point them out. Studied Social Studies till I could pull my entire scalp outta my head but still... Not enough time is all excuse- probably what my parents are gonna say.

I cant't take it anymore. Physics and Maths paper2 is up next tmr. I might probably just flunt it and jump off a buliding. Dear is pretty worried about me going overseas for so many days and distracted too. I don't wish to add more burden on him. Sometimes I wish i could just hide somewhere with him and spend time with him only! Rather, I would choose to live underground in the deserts in Australia where there are moleholes with people living inside.

This junee is gonna be another tight schedule
-> may30-4 Vietnam humanities trip with Hualy
-> 29may-31may Npcc Anuual Camp [UNABLE TO ATTEND :( ]
-> june7 Backbone X-ray scan at some hospital
-> may10 Blood donation with mum [ X.O I might just faint at th sight of my blood flowing up the thick tude -.-" ]
-> may12 Out shopping with jiahua ^^
-> may9 Out shopping with hualy again :D
-> 27may-29may i think, NPCC ATC camp
-> may16-may20 OUTWARD BOUND :P

Theres alot more. Let me count the number of days and I can spend with my dear. I could even use my toes to count them ;X I know its hard. Its hard for me too. i know I'm going to enjoy myself while you would be over here kicking rocks with the wind blowing. I feel the same way as youuu k dar. It breaks my heart seeing you this way :'( I'll be with you heart to heart! <3333

I've gotta get back to my studies now, its Npcc Day tomorrow and i gotta reach school like 7am to get changed :| Hope i won't be latee. I've been running into the squadd like for the past 2 years. Man! Its embarrassing ;x sooooooo, Goddlucks to everyone for their paper tmr. Don't be like me. JY!


Starting to like One Republic now ;D
This is for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OLVLpT5w4Yc
All Fall Down"

Step out the door and it feels like rain
That's the sound (that's the sound) on your window pane
Take to the streets but you can't ignore
That's the sound (that's the sound) you're waiting for

If ever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
Whenever your world starts crashing down
That's where you'll find me

Yeah God love your soul and your aching bones
Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below
Everyone's the same
our fingers to our toes
We just can't get it right
But we're on the road

If ever your will starts crashing down
Whenever your will starts crashing down
Whenever your will starts crashing down
That's when you find me.

(Yeah) Lost till you're found
Swim till you drown

Know that we all fall down
Love till you hate
Strong till you break
Know that we all fall down

If ever your will starts crashing down
Whenever your will starts crashing down
If ever your will starts crashing down
That's when you'll find (find) me

Lost till you're found
Swim till you drown
Know that we all fall down
Love till you hate
Strong till you break
Know that we all fall down

All fall down, we all fall down, all fall down
We all fall down, all fall down, all fall down

Lost till you're found
Swim till you drown
Know that we all fall down
Love till you hate
Strong till you break
Know that we all fall down


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