♥Tuesday, July 08, 2008
EDITED!Tuesday ;[
Back to school. Late today but lucky OM Tan let wilson and i in. Pretty fortunately i guess. My emotions are distracting me. Tried to stay focus and put everything aside but its soo hard~ Someone please help me.
Lessons were as usual, nothing much to report. Im tired and felt feverish in th morning cause of th rapid weather changes and I slept. Glad mrwong didn't come today or else I might fall asleep in his lesson ;X I like his lessons. Interesting ^^ easy for me to understand too (:
Just came back form ChongBoon Park. Boonhong jio-ed me out for bball-ing. Needa get my mind off some matters so just went. Didnt bothered about th troubles. Carmen was there too but left awhile later. Ohoh, he was "baby sitting" this little girl. SHE IS SOOO CUTEEE ^^ Recalled how my childhood was, now i have come to realised how important family members are. How could I be so stupid not to understand taht before ;| I LOVE YOU PAPA MAMA KORKOR <3333 Hope we could do more things together as a family. Like travel. Although I'll quarrel with my bro almost every hour but Its anjoyable :D
Alrights, gotaa get back to my art sculpture ;| Sayoooo
To you know who: Its never been easy for me too. I feel horrible, in others eyes I may look like some slut just trying to satisfy my feelings and dump everything away like a trash. Its not so simple. It never came across my mind I wanted to test you out or whatsoever. Had the intention of Lasting as long as we could but I guess its impossible now. Like i've said, disappointment overun me, one day will not be able to rewind everything. I WISHED IT COULD but its not possible. I love you and i shall never regret loving you as you've been my longest so far and most patient too. I never knew i could ever be this way. I admit you havent been th sweetest guy nor th most romantic but we're all still young. There will be someone out there better for you.
Seriously, I hate to say this but I think you and I know what i mean. I'm not gonna say the word chances because its not a game. I dont care what others think but you shall FOREVER BE LOCKED DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART. So closee >< Yup, the song is dedicated to you. I didnt managed to get th lyrics
{ !&Count it in your heart,You will start to feel the beat.